Lighting The Internal Flame
The Jews had light…” (Megillas
Esther 8:16)
The verse states that the
miracle of Purim brought light to the Jews. The Ibn Ezra
explains that this verse refers to Bnei Yisroel’s emergence from the darkness
and gloom of impending destruction into the light of salvation[1]. The Talmud understands that a spiritual message is
being conveyed; “Orah” – “light” refers to the Torah. Bnei Yisroel reaffirmed
their commitment to Torah[2]. What aspect of their commitment to Torah was
reaffirmed? Different elements of nature are used to depict the Torah such as
water, air, fire etc. Why, in describing the reaffirmation of the Torah, is the
Torah compared specifically to the element of fire?
In Parshas Beshalach
the Torah records that when Bnei Yisroel departed from Mitzrayim they were
attacked by Amaleik at a place called Refidim[3]. The Midrash explains
that the Torah records the name of the place because it is a contraction of
words that reveals the reason for Bnei Yisroel’s vulnerability to Amaleik’s
attack; “sherafu yedeihem min haTorah” – literally, “they weakened their hands
from the Torah”, generally understood to mean that they became lax in their
Torah study[4]. Why does the Torah describe the laxity in their commitment as a
weakening of the hands? “Sherafu yedeihem min haTorah” implies that the Torah
itself caused the weariness, “min haTorah” – “as a result of the Torah”. What
insight is the Midrash offering by couching the reason in such
a manner?
Every action that we do
falls into one of two categories. The activity either has no intrinsic value
other than facilitating reaching a desired goal, or the activity may be
necessary to reach a desired goal but it has its own intrinsic value as well.
Those activities which do not contain their own intrinsic value are deemed
burdensome and are almost always performed with resistance because the
individual has the knowledge that if the desired goal could be achieved without
having to perform these tasks, that would be the preferred course of action.
Only those endeavors which a person perceives as having intrinsic value
stimulate and energize him.
The study of Torah
involves two aspects; one is the acquisition of knowledge which enables us to
observe the precepts in the prescribed manner. Additionally, the study of
Hashem’s wisdom connects us to Him, giving intrinsic value to the actual study.
The very essence and
philosophy of Amaleik, that this world is devoid of Divine providence and is
therefore ruled by chance, removes all value from anything that they do. Since,
according to them, there exists no Divine blueprint, all of existence is
governed by the pursuit of self-gratification, making every endeavor bereft of
intrinsic value. This notion is reflected in Amaleik’s name, “amal kof” – “toil
of a monkey”; a monkey is the primate closest to man and can be taught to mimic
human behavior. However, although its actions are human in appearance alone,
they possess no intrinsic value. The Amaleik perspective leaves a person
unfulfilled and very often depressed. This leads to self-destructive behavior
which is the trademark of Amaleik, who are described by our Sages as
suicidal[6].
The Torah identifies the
deficiency within Bnei Yisroel as becoming weary from the study of Torah. If
a person approaches Torah study as only a means to an end and does not
appreciate its intrinsic value, the actual study will make him weary. Weariness
from Torah study indicates that we have allowed the insidious Amaleiki
philosophy, the feeling that our actions have no value and we pass through life
just going through the motions, to seep into our own thought patterns.
It is the fire of Torah
which energizes and gives us our fulfillment and sense of purpose. Lacking this
perspective weakens us not only spiritually, but physically as well. When we
allow our internal Amaleiki tendencies to rise to the surface we open ourselves
up to the attack of an external Amaleik. On Purim we
defeated our external enemies together with our internal Amaleik which was
eradicated by rekindling the flame of Torah. This comes with the awareness of
the intrinsic value of Torah study.